Eggshells

My birthday, decided to go out

And thought she had plans already

We had Mexican then to a brew house

Snapchat shots made her angry

We talked it out, had a vague forgiveness

But I should have known you were still pissed

My birthday last year nothing from you

I thought it was your ADHD

You have it and she does too

I wonder if I’m just too naive

And you did it on purpose

Just because you wanted me hurting 

I can’t remember the last time I texted you

Or even messaged her 

I’m always walking on eggshells, it’s true

Because with you two I’m never sure 

I feel I’m the biggest enemy 

That you have in the family

Six hundred and fifty I gave

Thinking you’d fix my car

Dad took grandma’s money to pay

And went to a shop that was probably too far

But that money was already spent

By the time I asked back for it

Now that I think about it

You being so petty isn’t a surprise

You get slighted then get pissed

And everyone’s against you in your eyes

I love you

But sometimes I don’t want to.