Without warning, I went black
That lasted over a week
Not a word of condemnation when I came back
I wonder if you know what that means
When I do that, it’s never planned
Life gets overwhelming, enough so that it’s hard to withstand
To be honest, I don’t know how long it’s been
We started talking through that dumb secret app
Texting consistently, you’re actually my best friend
Mostly sending tiktoks or pictures of my cat
It’s not always super deep
But it’s everything I need
Your daughter is amazing
I know you know that
She’s going to follow her dreams
It’s from you that she learned that
It’s a second-hand love I have for her
But it’s real, of that I’m sure
Never doubt I love you dearly
Even when I go dark
I know you’re always going to hear me
From the beginning, we had a spark
Friendship may be all it is right now
But to be honest, friendship is all I really know about
Thank you for being who you are
Always there even from afar
It’s taken way too long for me to do this
I’ve written many different ideas that were barely about you
So finally, I found words that actually fit
Doing this is a personal thing, but I still share with you
Noted Writings 